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[Dec. 23rd, 2012|08:46 pm]
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Please do not translate to anyone who does not know English.
Consider a continuous search for self death circumstances a real thing to do im one's life. I'm trembling at the moment actually after having done the weirdest walk between a pillar and edge over the river here in Amsterdam. Before that I seriously wondered of stepping in front of a bus.
Well, if I follow Svidrigailov once on his route to America, I would definitely do it close to water. Amsterdam is even better in this regard as compared to Istanbul. But don't worry, I still have a lot of options to consider, and what's more important enjoy this life. |
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I do not really follow you. Which pillar?
Sometimes I feel something similar (if I understood you correctly). The fact is, nearly at all times we are actually just seconds from death. Walk two steps, open the window and it's there. One step in another direction in subway. One twist of the steering wheel.
Я в Амстердаме где-то в центре чуть было не навернулся с причала совершенно неумышленно - не заметил.
this case never should be followed by any comments...i guess..
everybody has different periods when they want one or another.. and the truly right decision is to ask yourself if you are REALLY ready for any step to take. And by really i mean a sober understanding of loosing of an opportunity of making any other good or bad step in your life..(too many "of"s))
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